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2nd-May-2009 09:02 am(no subject)
Wow I haven't posted in a while!



Anyways I was looking on youtube and found some really cool vids of my favorite show.

I love this show and it's all it's juicy drama!



16th-Nov-2008 05:03 am - Watched
I watched the Witness to Jonestown!

and it was scary!

not scary like ahh monsters

but like who! There are some really fucked up people!

29th-Aug-2008 04:51 am - GIFTS FOR THE WONDERFUL!
PIF (pay it forward): I will send a gift of some kind to the first 5 people who leave a comment here. I don’t know what that gift will be yet, but you will receive it before the year ends. The only thing you have to do in return is "pay it forward" by making a similar agreement in your LJ.

Note: The "gift" will be something handmade or it doesn't have to be concrete. Just tell me what you want and i'll see if i can do it.

Personal note: Most likely i would want to make handmade things, because i like to make things on my own. I'll send it to your email, or to your address(i'll even pay for mailing.)

ANYWAYS! so yeah!

bye
24th-Aug-2008 09:30 am - The Fairy AU (B/?)
Title: The Fairy AU[B/?]
Author: [info]wtfuwhore     
Pairing: Frank/Gerard
POV: Third    
Rating: PG for now
Disclaimer: I only own the story idea and the fairy. She's mine.
Summary: All Gerard really wanted to do was to be able to take care of himself without his parents unlike his brother. Even if that meant slaving away at some job that he didn't even like, stressing over bills, and having no friends. He was okay with that.
Beta: [info]all_tattooed     

The Fairy AU(A/?)



2nd-Aug-2008 11:28 am - The Fairy AU!
Title: The Fairy AU!
Author: [info]wtfuwhore   
Pairing: Frank/Gerard
Rating:  PG-13 for now because of the swearing
Disclaimer: I don't own them etc.
Summary:  All Gerard really wanted to do was to be able to take care of himself without his parents unlike his brother. Even if that meant slaving away at  some
job that he didn't even like, stressing over bills, and having no friends. He was okay with that. 

Happy birthday Tosha, this is my present to you!
 
The Fairy )
23rd-Jun-2008 01:08 pm - LAST NIGHT AT THE CONCERT!
we left at the concert like 4:54pm because we got a call from Ayla telling us that there was this long ass line going half way downtown. So we rushed to N.high st and got there in less than 15minutes, which is really good if your going from the south end(where Krystal lives). Anyways we arrived at the Newport and their wasn't even that many people, it kind of made me mad, but i got over it, because Ayla let us have a back ditch behind her, and she was really close. Ayla had her brothers friend with her named brendon, and at first he wouldn't talk, like when Ayla had introduced all of us, he barely even said anything to Krystal and I, but we didn't care.

Like 5 minutes after Krystal went to subway and i went to the bathroom. The whole time we were their in the line, we goofed off like CRAZY! We made friends with this married couple (Robert and his wife) they were so fucking cool. We made sexual jokes, and tried to creep the fuck out of the passerby's while we did the weirdest shit. It was so much fun. That's when Brendon losened up, and started talking, and making his lame jokes.(oh how i wish he would of just kept his mouth closed.)

Toward the end spider and her friend, arrived and back ditched me and krystal but later on they went to the back and started talking to these girls who i met outside the bathroom.(We all used chiptole as the main bathroom, and i went in and their was this line for girls, and i was like fuck that shit, and i went into the men's but before i did that this girl with a pink mohawk and black sides, started talking to me. she was really cool.) One of the girls remind me of tank girl. Anyways so they had talked Spider into asking Ayla if they could come up with us. In my head i was thinking fuck that shit. But Ayla agreed as long they got behind all of us.

When the doors opened i had to grab ahold of Krystal cause i didn't want her to fall behind of anything. Because that would of been fucked up, and she probably would of wanted to me to come with her if she did. so when we got inside i followed Ayla and 'tank girl' but when i looked to the right Krystal was in a way better spot so i went over and joined her. We were so fucking close it was incredible. There was only one girl infront of me the whole time. 

It took so long for Julien-K to come out. It made everybody mad, it made me fucking pissed because cause the longer i had the wait for music, the longer i had to listen too fucking brendon make his lame ass jokes, and keep poking me. I tried so hard to ignore him, but he just wouldn't fuck off. I wouldn't to turn around and tell him to back the fuck off. (so did Krystal, she later told me after the concert.)

But when the band started playing(julien-k) i was surprised how great they sounded. I couldn't keep my eyes off the lead singer. The whole time they were on i probably had a face of a gaping fish.lol. cause he was that brilliant. He had this confidence that i hadn't seen in a really long time in frontman. It was amazing. He took his shirt off and was moving his body like a stripper. It was fucking amazing, and i swear we made eye contact like a billizion times. And their muic was good to. They actually threw free cds out, and i got one,and some how threw the whole concert keep mines in my bra, without the cd getting harmed. Well except the paper case, that kind of dissolved in my shirt from the sweat. Anyways when he was heading out the cds, he had to lean against the bar andi got to touch his body. It was great, they were great, their music is amazing, and i would love to see them again.

The pushing started right when the birthday Massacre came out. Well not for my side. We were right in the middle, but i saw Robert and his wife struggling and we all chained arms. watching the birthday Massacre was amazing. Chibi is be far the best frontwoman i've ever seen, and she is as well as the only, but it was so cool. She really got into the music. I loved how she could creepy, then be really cute....The music was hardcore and fast, with a sweet little creepy voice. After they went off i wanted so badly to buy all their cds and learn their all lyrics to their songs so then the next time i could be able to call myself a fan.

Right when the birthday Massacre went off people started getting and krystal made friends with these girls, and they somehow convinced Krystal to let them get infront of us,(because they said once they get in front they would get us up there too.) WHAT THE FUCK EVER. I had to tell Krystal that there was no way in hell they could get us anywhere closer...We were as close as we were going to get. When MSI came on i was in so much pain. the two girls that Krystal was talking to had to be takin' out, and brendon, because it was too much for them. Robert and his wife got out because his ear had popped and it started hurting really badly. Krystal disappeared. and i was all be myself. But before she left she had gave me her cell phone. but yeah i was the only one up there and i made myself stay, i wanted to stay in the same spot the whole time. because in other concerts i never done that. i definitely succedded and felt so proud of myself.  I had my hair ripped out, people falling on me from crowd surfing, guys being so rough and mean, hair getting in my mouth, keeping the cd safe.

MSI was truely great. Lyn-z did her famous backbends, and jimmy was just as insane as everyone told me. They were great. They started out with shut me up! which was such a great choice, i jumped and sang loud, and it was just great. Lyn-z tried to walk in the crowd, and i helped support her, holding onto her right leg where her tattoo is. By far the concert was probably my 2nd best concert.

after the concert i found Sophie, but i couldn't seem to find Krystal. I was soak and wet and had my ticket was wet and was tearing apart. So i picked up a few MSI concert tix that i found, and then went outside and found Krystal, and i dragged her behind the newport, i was determined to meet lyn-z for tosha. But krystal didn't stay with me., She told me how she had met this really cute guy and she wanted to get his number. so she left me alone in the alley. but like a minute after she left Chibi came out the frontwoman for the birthday Massacre came out. It was amazing. I was so scared. I went up to her and asked if she would sign my tix for me, and one for my friend Krystal.(because Krystal loved this girl, and she would've been so upset if she didn't get her autogragh.) and she did it. She asked if i liked the concert. i told her i had the best time, and she was amazing. She gave me hug and told me i was soaked. and then i went back to my spot and waited for more people to come out. Krystal came back she was really bummed that she didn't get to meet her, but she did get that guy, and gave the guy her phone #.

the next person that came out was Lyn-z but she wouldn't come over and sign my tix. Sometimes she would ignore me when i would ask. but the last time she just waved and went back to talking to other people. It upset me so much, because i was supposed to get my tix signed for tosha. and i wasn't able to because this fucking girl wouldn't come over. But jimmy came out the lead singer for MSI and he signed my tix and i gave him a hug and he told me i was wet and disgusting, That was amazing. Krystal kissed him.  and then we ran off and got into her brothers car and drove back to her house. It was a good night. Even if i didn't get to meet lyn-z, which was really fucked up.

But yeah here are some really crappy pics that we took with Krystal's phone.
Me
Lyn-z from a far. this is what she was doing while we were trying to get her attention.This is a horrible pic of the TBM set. Kindof.

lol. this is a bad pic of Urine(lead singer of MSI) when we met him.
when we were waiting outside the newport!
this is ayla, and the guy behind her is Brendon.
the cd i got from the lead singer from Julien-K
This is my tix that Chibi and urine both signed. Chibi put a heart of it, but it got smudged. EH :[


 
10th-Nov-2007 12:41 pm - I love this band

                             
                  I love this band.
      Watch there video Don't want you.



 

The first day that I saw you
I thought you were so fine
I thought that you could be, that you could be the one
I took me week and weeks
To get the nerves to talk to you
I had such very high hopes
That you could be the one

You think that you are hot stuff
Think that you're pretty cool
But in my deck of cards now
You play the fool!
And when I look back on it
On all the wasted time
I spent just thinkin about you
And wishin you were mine

I had the fever but the fever is gone
I don't want you anymore
Tryin to shake you but you're holdin on
I don't want you anymore
Thought you're right but you're Mr. Wrong
I don't want you anymore
Sad but true I'm over you!
I don't want you anymore

I had such very high hopes
That you could be the butter for my toast
Well in my mind
You were red hot
But it turned into a long shot!
Because I guess in time
Well I just changed my mind
Becaue I guess inside
Well I just changed my mind!

Didn't think to lead you on.
I had the fever but the fever is gone
I don't want you anymore
Tryin to shake you but you're holdin on
I don't want you anymore
Thought you're right but you're Mr. Wrong
I don't want you anymore
Sad but true I'm over you!
I don't want you!

I don't want you, don't want you anymore!
I don't want you, don't want you anymore!
I don't want you, don't want you anymore!
I don't want you, don't want you anymore!

15th-Oct-2007 06:43 pm - I can't believer her

Today at school, it was pretty nice. I mean i had no problems with my teachers, i got along with everybody, and it was very good weather today. Which is very odd. 

Well today wasn't that great. As soon as i found my favorite tosha, she told me in a whisper that she had to talk to me in private at lunch. I said okay, i really wasn't worried, cause i just guessed it had to do with something about marie, or her dad. But not what she needed up telling me.

so at lunch time we are all eating underneath the tree when she comes and sits behind me. I tried talking to her asking her, if she was okay, and if she wanted any of my food because i didn't think she was going to get up and get any. she just shock her head no. Now i was kind of nervous, so i finished my food, and turned to her. She asked me If we could take and i said yes. (we can walk around of school, because it's a campus, and it has like this big field where we usually hang out) 

she started telling me how she had been talking to her mother,(who she doesn't live with) and that she thought she was depressed, she told me that she barely ate anymore, she was sleeping all the time, and she cried  when no one was around, and that she was fucking parnoid about something about her friends(but i don't remember that part) she told me that i was the only person that cared about her except her mother. and that why she was sharing this with me....

And i do care for tosha she's my best friend in the whole world, i mean i can't see myself without her.

I told her that it was going to pass, and that she was just a little sad. But i don't think she believed, she told me her mom said that she had to visit the counselor and left me, with the rest of my friends. after that everything turned back to normal.


when i went home i said hi to my mom and went into the refridgator and got something to drink, my mom came in and asked what did i think about moving?

I said why?

She said we need a new environment. She then asked me about new mexico.

There is no way in fucking Hell i'm fucking leaving to new mexico.

I said yeah as a vacation. she said no i want to move there. the conversation want on about me trying convince her to stay, but it ended with my telling me that she didn't want to hear anymore.

I'm not leaving tosha. not after what she said to me. And my band, my friends, my school..... This so fucked up, i can't even visit like a lot,, because ohio is so fucking far away from New mexico.

I called and told tosha this and she said that i couldn't leave, and asked me about living with my dad. I'm not fucking staying with my dad, he can't even take care of himself, but maybe i could live with my grandma or something. I don't know. but i can't leave.

After i got off the phone mom said she was going to start saving up, and to tell my friends at school, that i may not be attending next year with them.

Fuck me gently with a chainsaw, i am not leaving.


well that's Makhi sleeping, when we first got there.

These pictures are from when he had that problem with this heart. beacuse usually he's breathing isn't at 89, it's in the late 90's or 100. :] That's his first name and middle.

That;s him waking up. But he can't see. well he can see it's just that everything is blurry because he hasn't developed sight.

That's all the things makhi is hooked up to. But now it's only 3 things. He's feeding thingy, he's pulse, and breathing. oops that's 3.

That's literally the size of his diapper, and even that's way too big on him. which really sucks. I brought it to school, and my friends were shocked.

Aww he's smiling while he's sleeping. Makhi looks different from this picture, because this picture he was 2lbs and now he's 3lbs and 3ounces. which makes me very happy. all he has to do is get up to 4lb, then he can come home.
That's he's food. There also putting more calories into his milk, to make him gain weight quicker, and also there going to put him on a bottle pretty soon.
Sucking on his thumb!!
Here's me changing my brothers diapper. and if you listen closely you can hear me explaining his poop, which is really disgusting, but at the time i thought it was really cool. for some weird reason. anyways.
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